Friday, 31 July 2009

Tuesday 14th December 1993

Greetings from the realm of corpses. I am a dressed skeleton and shuffle like disease. Ill again today like yesterday. Stu and Ann Marie came to visit, I opened the bottle of brandy and drank to reach my preferred state. I feel like a blindman driving a car and wishing it would turn into a fireball. Although I admit im being overly dramatic here, im not feeling suicidal at all. No matter what ills and spites I inflict upon my shattered flesh and soul, I will never ever entertain thoughts of self destruction. Suicide for me is a grave sin and will never be an option.
Why did I buy this brandy?? I don't like brandy, I should have bought all gin instead. Ah but the different coloured bottles sure looked pretty on the table. So thats why I bought the brandy then. I was creating an alcoholic rainbow in the room. Hic!!

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