Saturday 9th October 1993

Woke up (came around) and was sick. I know that Ive said this many times, but I really want to quit. Or do I?? I still got drunk regardless. Its an insane thing to carry on ruining oneself. And im not following or copying other writers/actors either. Its in my nature, and im just one more of them. A writer and heavy drinker. Im happy with that. At least I know my place.