Wednesday 22nd December 1993

Ive been drinking for days now. Who am I kidding?? Ive been getting drunk for weeks, months even. Bought everybody presents. Well its the thing at Christmas isn't it?? The fake jolly holiday trap we all get suckered into. Let's paint crooked smiles on our greedy faces and wish our best enemies the greatest. Lets all give to recieve and stuff ourselves with horrible tasting festive shit. How about we ignore the spirit of goodwill and concentrate on our selves, knowing that had we been around when the Romans nailed Christ to a cross we would have been right behind it and more than likely holding the nails. We are even more of the herder mentality now. Humans make me sick truly. Im drinking to numb myself from their pathetic ways. Wasters. Blind, egotistical wasters.