Monday 12th April 1993

I have been sober for 4 days. Its been good. Ive been good. Still not eaten much for days, as my insides are still slightly bruised. I must quit, otherwise my life will be f**ked up forever. And im a good guy. Beneath all the booze and pills, im honest, creative, kind, good natured, genorous and caring. Im not a selfish asshole like some sober people are. I like to help, and make people feel good. I look 'eccentric' and maybe have a bad boy rockstar image, but my heart is gentle and kind.