Sunday, 28 June 2009

2nd Febuary 1993

9.15 am Doctors Appointment.
I love going to the doctors. We talk, I lie, say im doing okay. Its only for the pretty script (prescription) that I go there for. Diazepam 10mg, Mogadon 5mg and Temazepam. Tablets of calm for the furies in my head. Im so young, but so old and bitter. And probably toxic.
Strolled along the streets, watching people play normal. They don't think im watching them, but I am. From a cloud, or behind the fog of pills and alcohol.

Got totally drunk all day and night, plus the pills of course.

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