Saturday 18th December 1993

Got myself totally drunk and wasted. No poetry arrived in my blunted brain so I tried to watch films but its no good. I simply CANNOT have idle entertainment during the day. I can't imagine what its like for people who watch television all day. Id go stark raving mad, yes more crazy than I am now!! Ive got to be working or working on getting blitzed. I can't just sit back. Its not me.